Monday, monday.

Well, I think I feel a little better about Tomek. We talk on skype so that makes me feel so much better to hear his voice and see him. Jasper I don't think really understand that he's gone for awhile. But I'm very confident that I will see my baby for xmas :) and he is too!

The weather today is so cold. But I kinda like it :)
I'm going to go talk with my baby now :)

Everyone enjoy columbus day! haha

Boo hoo.

Ah I miss him. This is far more horrible than I thought. And on top of that, I feel sick to my stomach all the time. Last night I was sick at 3am, woke up. Yuck. This morning I felt great, now I feel sick again :( I hope I feel better tomorrow. And I hope I get to talk to Tomek more. He didn't feel well either. Maybe we ate something bad at the airport. :/

Okay well I guess it's time for me to sleep, so I can get myself better. Wishing my baby was here.

Night.

Dear me...

Why must time fly? I mean sure there are times when time flying is great, but I want this friday to be a million years away. I don't want Tomek to go back home. I know it's not the last time I'll see him, but I forget what it's like being away from him. After 8 straight months, this will be so hard :(

Now he's test packing to make sure everything will fit and within weight limits. And some things he'll leave here for me to send at a later date. Which I don't mind at all.

Jasper is cuddled up so cute by my leg, keeping it nice and warm. And I am watching about the earth on the history channel. Lately I feel like I would want to be an astronomer. All the universe things interest me so much its unbelievable. But I would fail all the math programs I would need in order to earn the degree. Why must I be horrible at math? Gr. But I think a medical esthetician would suit me. I think I would enjoy that job very much.

And for now, I bid everyone a good night :) sleep tight!

WTF?

So apparently, my grandfather is not a U.S. citizen. Or at least this is the answer soc. secur. is giving him for the reason he hasn't received his stimulus check yet. He was supposed to get it in July. He called. Oh it should be ready in about 2 weeks. He called in August. It's not ready yet, they will send it out asap. September. The same story and he told them they've been telling him that for weeks. So he did more calling around and they're telling him he doesn't have it because he's not a citizen. F**king stupid. It really pisses me off. Especially when I know that $200 would help him out a lot right now. Even if it doesn't go a long way, it would help. It makes me so angry. I say, we live in a great big stupid country.

Aside from the stupid complaining stuff. October is here which means my baby goes home soon. Noooo! :( *tears*
Jasper was neutered yesterday and thus has to wear one of those white head collar things. You want to know what they call them? Elizabethan collars. Hah! He gets to keep it on for 7-10 days. Lucky me. Not. Poor him. Yes.

Is it horrible that he looks so cute with it on though? Lmao.
Okay well, I'm going to pack up some of my things, because after Tomek leaves on the 9th, I have to keep occupied so I'm switching room with my grandparents. And that's a hell of a lot of work.

Ciao :D