Just a quickie to have something to do for a minute. I have just today and tomorrow and then Sunday morning and then I'm off. These last few days I feel sad all the time and I know I should only start to feel sad after I leave and enjoy the moments that I have now, but I'm a girl and I think most girls are sensitive about touching things to them right?
Anyway, I brought my suitcase up from the basement today and later tonight and tomorrow I will be packing. I'll do my last shopping tomorrow and spending the day with Tomek. Tonight we are going to see his friends again for just a little bit, which I don't mind. Like I said, it's something to do.
I miss everything about home pretty much, except for the fact that I will be away from Tomek again. I know lately this is all I've been complaining and talking about in my blogs, but it's what's going on for me now. Hopefully when I get home I will have better things to talk about. Like how I'm going to get a hamster without anyone knowing haha.
Okay, well talk to you once I get home.
9.7.10
5.7.10
Cooling off.
We had our heat and now the weather seems to be cooling off a bit here. I guess I can't complain it was really hot the past few days where we didn't even want to take a walk anywhere because it was bad. But now it's been showering at night and it seems to be lowering the temperature just a bit, I hope not too much though, I would like to tan just a tiny bit more before I go home, but I don't feel like I'm any darker, I feel like I'm as dark as I'm going to get now, but I will keep trying!
Someone this morning turned off the power in the building and then it was back on an hour later, not happy about that. Every time the power goes out our cable box shuts off completely, even when it comes back on. Now Tomek knows how to restart it, but guess what, he's working today, and even though he's told me how to fix it, the thing is being stubborn thus I don't have tv for the day. Not amped about that.
It's Monday already and Tomek works just today and tomorrow and then I have him to myself until I leave, which is really nice and that makes me happy. I just hate to face reality that no matter what we do, time is going to go extremely fast. I miss Poland a little bit every time I leave, but there's nothing like home, and I do miss Jasper. But there is really only one bad thing about going home and that's being away from Tomek, it's not fun at all, especially the first few days of being away from him, then it slowly gets better and back to normal. I'm kind of nervous to leave too. When I get to Dublin airport to catch my plane for NY I guess I have to recheck myself in, not my luggage just me, but I never did that before I always had my tickets (both) and never had to, so it's something new that I have to figure out and I'm worried about it, thank god they all speak english there so it will be super easy to find out if I can't do it by myself.
I'm really not sure what we're going to be doing these last few days, I hope we do a little something, not big but I don't want to spend my last few days with him just in the apartment. I would like to take a few walks and do my final shopping (which he will definitely take me for) and even though I'm not crazy about hanging out with his friends all the time, in the last few days I don't think I would mind to get out and go have a drink or walk around the town, I think it's something to do and I shouldn't complain about it.
When I get home Sabrina is coming right away on the 16th, which I'm happy about. I will have a few days to myself to fix things up and then I will have company and I won't be alone again. What we're going to do no clue, but the fair will be soon, so I'm a bit excited about that. It's not the same as when I was a kid, but I still love going to walk around and indulge in deep fried oreos haha. Right away too is job searching. Everyone is home for the summer from school and I'm sure it will be a challenge finding work. Especially since my ideal job would be to work with kids. I think I'm good at it. I've been working around kids for around 7 years, helping my grandmother teach religion at the church for most of the 7 years and then working at the after school program. I really love working with kids and somehow I think that might be my calling, for a more serious job, but I don't think I would want to be a teacher. I hope I find something when I get home though, it would be really nice to have a little money coming in.
I think for now I should go and make myself something to eat, if I can find anything. That is the one beauty about home, I miss having whatever I want whenever I want, because there's always something there. Here not so much. But it works for vacation time haha. Okay, well talk to you all soon. I can't believe I leave on the 11th already. :(
Someone this morning turned off the power in the building and then it was back on an hour later, not happy about that. Every time the power goes out our cable box shuts off completely, even when it comes back on. Now Tomek knows how to restart it, but guess what, he's working today, and even though he's told me how to fix it, the thing is being stubborn thus I don't have tv for the day. Not amped about that.
It's Monday already and Tomek works just today and tomorrow and then I have him to myself until I leave, which is really nice and that makes me happy. I just hate to face reality that no matter what we do, time is going to go extremely fast. I miss Poland a little bit every time I leave, but there's nothing like home, and I do miss Jasper. But there is really only one bad thing about going home and that's being away from Tomek, it's not fun at all, especially the first few days of being away from him, then it slowly gets better and back to normal. I'm kind of nervous to leave too. When I get to Dublin airport to catch my plane for NY I guess I have to recheck myself in, not my luggage just me, but I never did that before I always had my tickets (both) and never had to, so it's something new that I have to figure out and I'm worried about it, thank god they all speak english there so it will be super easy to find out if I can't do it by myself.
I'm really not sure what we're going to be doing these last few days, I hope we do a little something, not big but I don't want to spend my last few days with him just in the apartment. I would like to take a few walks and do my final shopping (which he will definitely take me for) and even though I'm not crazy about hanging out with his friends all the time, in the last few days I don't think I would mind to get out and go have a drink or walk around the town, I think it's something to do and I shouldn't complain about it.
When I get home Sabrina is coming right away on the 16th, which I'm happy about. I will have a few days to myself to fix things up and then I will have company and I won't be alone again. What we're going to do no clue, but the fair will be soon, so I'm a bit excited about that. It's not the same as when I was a kid, but I still love going to walk around and indulge in deep fried oreos haha. Right away too is job searching. Everyone is home for the summer from school and I'm sure it will be a challenge finding work. Especially since my ideal job would be to work with kids. I think I'm good at it. I've been working around kids for around 7 years, helping my grandmother teach religion at the church for most of the 7 years and then working at the after school program. I really love working with kids and somehow I think that might be my calling, for a more serious job, but I don't think I would want to be a teacher. I hope I find something when I get home though, it would be really nice to have a little money coming in.
I think for now I should go and make myself something to eat, if I can find anything. That is the one beauty about home, I miss having whatever I want whenever I want, because there's always something there. Here not so much. But it works for vacation time haha. Okay, well talk to you all soon. I can't believe I leave on the 11th already. :(
1.7.10
1 week and a half
Hey there... I can't believe how fast time is going.. I have less than 2 weeks here already. I have today, tomorrow and the weekend and then next week and then I'm gone.. :( Being away from Tomek is horrible, it's really something that I hate doing. But until we can work it out otherwise, both of us just have to deal. He would like to try to come again in the winter, so I hope it works out that he can, and I hope I have my license by then, this way I can take him places, not my grandma or my mom having to take us.
Yesterday we went to Krakow and it was a good day. We saw Eclipse and I thought it was really awesome. I saw the Harry Potter trailer too and I can't wait for that! It looks like its going to be an amazing two part movie to end the whole thing. I feel old when I think about Harry Potter lol, I remember when the first movie came out when I was like 10 or 11 and now the movies are almost about to finish, it's crazy!
The weather here has been pretty hot lately, which I'm happy about, I can tan and at least we can go outside and do something, and not worry if its going to rain. Today however, it's a bit cloudy but its still really warm outside, I wish I could poof my air conditioner here for us to use at night, but he doesn't like the loud noise it makes haha, so I guess that's out of the question.
I think I have just about all my presents done, I've got two toys for Jasper, I'm getting my mom and family some candy, not a lot because we really don't need it all, plus I'm afraid it will all melt in my luggage haha. I got Sabrina some candy and I'm getting her something special for her hair that I think she'll like, I bought my bestie Annie a thing that's sort of an inside joke, but I know she'll get a kick out of it. And I wanted to get a duvet cover for myself buuut they don't have the size I need for my comforter, so I'll just bring little odds and ends home for myself. And really I think that's about all that I have to bring home..
I really don't want to leave Tomek so soon, but I do admit I miss Jasper insanely, and even my crazy family I miss. But I always feel like it's harder being away from Tomek than being away from my family I guess, I don't know. Because even though he hogs most of the bed at night and it drives me nuts, I would rather be able to sleep with him, than sleep alone. Sure Jasper is there, he's like my little baby, but it's really hard being away from the person you love for long periods of time. Especially when they're a 9 hour plane trip away. I would even settle for a 3 hour plane ride, but that won't be happening anytime soon.
I really hope that my last week and a half here goes well, I don't want to be arguing about nonsense or upset over stupid things, I just want to have a good time and enjoy our time together and my time here. I have no idea when I'll be able to come here for two months or even a month again, once I get home and start working I mean. So I really want to make this last week and a half slow and drag it out, no matter how much I might miss my animals and home.
Anyway.. for now I think I'm going to try and make a youtube video, I've been wanting to for a few days so I'll go and give it a try and then have lunch and then Tomek should be home soon, so that makes me happy :) I'll write again soon!
Yesterday we went to Krakow and it was a good day. We saw Eclipse and I thought it was really awesome. I saw the Harry Potter trailer too and I can't wait for that! It looks like its going to be an amazing two part movie to end the whole thing. I feel old when I think about Harry Potter lol, I remember when the first movie came out when I was like 10 or 11 and now the movies are almost about to finish, it's crazy!
The weather here has been pretty hot lately, which I'm happy about, I can tan and at least we can go outside and do something, and not worry if its going to rain. Today however, it's a bit cloudy but its still really warm outside, I wish I could poof my air conditioner here for us to use at night, but he doesn't like the loud noise it makes haha, so I guess that's out of the question.
I think I have just about all my presents done, I've got two toys for Jasper, I'm getting my mom and family some candy, not a lot because we really don't need it all, plus I'm afraid it will all melt in my luggage haha. I got Sabrina some candy and I'm getting her something special for her hair that I think she'll like, I bought my bestie Annie a thing that's sort of an inside joke, but I know she'll get a kick out of it. And I wanted to get a duvet cover for myself buuut they don't have the size I need for my comforter, so I'll just bring little odds and ends home for myself. And really I think that's about all that I have to bring home..
I really don't want to leave Tomek so soon, but I do admit I miss Jasper insanely, and even my crazy family I miss. But I always feel like it's harder being away from Tomek than being away from my family I guess, I don't know. Because even though he hogs most of the bed at night and it drives me nuts, I would rather be able to sleep with him, than sleep alone. Sure Jasper is there, he's like my little baby, but it's really hard being away from the person you love for long periods of time. Especially when they're a 9 hour plane trip away. I would even settle for a 3 hour plane ride, but that won't be happening anytime soon.
I really hope that my last week and a half here goes well, I don't want to be arguing about nonsense or upset over stupid things, I just want to have a good time and enjoy our time together and my time here. I have no idea when I'll be able to come here for two months or even a month again, once I get home and start working I mean. So I really want to make this last week and a half slow and drag it out, no matter how much I might miss my animals and home.
Anyway.. for now I think I'm going to try and make a youtube video, I've been wanting to for a few days so I'll go and give it a try and then have lunch and then Tomek should be home soon, so that makes me happy :) I'll write again soon!
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