Cooling off.

We had our heat and now the weather seems to be cooling off a bit here. I guess I can't complain it was really hot the past few days where we didn't even want to take a walk anywhere because it was bad. But now it's been showering at night and it seems to be lowering the temperature just a bit, I hope not too much though, I would like to tan just a tiny bit more before I go home, but I don't feel like I'm any darker, I feel like I'm as dark as I'm going to get now, but I will keep trying!

Someone this morning turned off the power in the building and then it was back on an hour later, not happy about that. Every time the power goes out our cable box shuts off completely, even when it comes back on. Now Tomek knows how to restart it, but guess what, he's working today, and even though he's told me how to fix it, the thing is being stubborn thus I don't have tv for the day. Not amped about that.

It's Monday already and Tomek works just today and tomorrow and then I have him to myself until I leave, which is really nice and that makes me happy. I just hate to face reality that no matter what we do, time is going to go extremely fast. I miss Poland a little bit every time I leave, but there's nothing like home, and I do miss Jasper. But there is really only one bad thing about going home and that's being away from Tomek, it's not fun at all, especially the first few days of being away from him, then it slowly gets better and back to normal. I'm kind of nervous to leave too. When I get to Dublin airport to catch my plane for NY I guess I have to recheck myself in, not my luggage just me, but I never did that before I always had my tickets (both) and never had to, so it's something new that I have to figure out and I'm worried about it, thank god they all speak english there so it will be super easy to find out if I can't do it by myself.

I'm really not sure what we're going to be doing these last few days, I hope we do a little something, not big but I don't want to spend my last few days with him just in the apartment. I would like to take a few walks and do my final shopping (which he will definitely take me for) and even though I'm not crazy about hanging out with his friends all the time, in the last few days I don't think I would mind to get out and go have a drink or walk around the town, I think it's something to do and I shouldn't complain about it.

When I get home Sabrina is coming right away on the 16th, which I'm happy about. I will have a few days to myself to fix things up and then I will have company and I won't be alone again. What we're going to do no clue, but the fair will be soon, so I'm a bit excited about that. It's not the same as when I was a kid, but I still love going to walk around and indulge in deep fried oreos haha. Right away too is job searching. Everyone is home for the summer from school and I'm sure it will be a challenge finding work. Especially since my ideal job would be to work with kids. I think I'm good at it. I've been working around kids for around 7 years, helping my grandmother teach religion at the church for most of the 7 years and then working at the after school program. I really love working with kids and somehow I think that might be my calling, for a more serious job, but I don't think I would want to be a teacher. I hope I find something when I get home though, it would be really nice to have a little money coming in.

I think for now I should go and make myself something to eat, if I can find anything. That is the one beauty about home, I miss having whatever I want whenever I want, because there's always something there. Here not so much. But it works for vacation time haha. Okay, well talk to you all soon. I can't believe I leave on the 11th already. :(