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So I feel like blogging. I apologize in advance if most of this is random garbage that you don't feel like hearing about. I just feel like talking :)

So...work has been quite the adventure so far. My first week ( last week ) went fairly well, except for two kids who tear me and all the other staff members up. We will just call them Horror 1 and Horror 2. Horror number one thorws his cups and snacks, spits and hits anyone who he is mad at. And horror 2 is pretty much a mirror image, except horror 1 is far much worse. They don't listen to me or anyone else and horror 1 tends to run away from us when we go outside for a walk. So his hand is to be held at all times, which isn't fun when he bites your hand so you let him go. Mind you, they are 2. I can't imagine what home life they have, all the other kids behave, sure they have their days, but the majority of them, I have to say, listen. Thank God.

But I have been making friends (girl friends, finally) at my job and a few notable ones are amazing. (Dana, Megan, and Stacey ) :)

On a lighter note I have been driving, and all in all it's definitely not as freaky as I made it out to be and hopefully I will have my license soon enough and can be more independent. I never cared before if I went alone somewhere or had to wait for a ride, but now and more often it really bothers me that I have to wait for someone is too tired to take me. So I'm proud of myself that I'm going out and doing that.

I think I might have been lucky in dodging a cold, but I will still take my precautions, which technically means I should get my butt to bed in a little so when I wake up at 645 I'm not exhausted and can get to work in a decent mood. I have also decided that when I get my next paycheck on the 30th I'm going to take the plunge and get a tattoo. I want a bunch of them but have yet to save the money and suck it up to get it done. I'm anxious to have art and something that means something to me on my body but I am not looking forward to the pain to get it. But I can be a big girl about it, especially since it's something I have always really wanted.

Well, I think I might have exhausted my fingers, if that's possible? Haha, I don't know. I hope everyone is doing well. I'm outty :)

Finally!

Hey there. I realized I forgot to update this for awhile now, so here I am. I have good news! I have finally got a job. Primetime Early Learning Center. It's a daycare pretty much and I will be working at it starting this Monday! I'm happy. I finally have everyone off my back about work and can relax and know soon enough I will be getting a paycheck to start paying for my car and whatever else I find I need.

I also bought a hamster. Which I forgot smelled really bad. How you forget something like that I have no idea, but I do not have the heart to return her and make her feel unwanted, even though I'm sure she really wouldn't know the difference. Her name is Lucy, but I mainly call her LuLu and she seems to respond to me well, but she doesn't like to be held, so that's something to work on. Jasper also needs to work on her a bit, when she's in her running ball on the floor, he wants to chase her, well the ball I think, but I don't let him.

I also have Sabrina here again, I enjoy company. I don't like being alone too much. It also helps when I'm away from Tomek to have someone to do things with or watch tv or a movie. But once work starts I'm sure I will be happy to be given some alone time. Sabrina and I moved my room around tonight, I felt the need for a change, maybe I will change up my wardrobe or hair next. I feel like a new me, it's not like I haven't had a job before but this is the first one where they have told me they would really like to put me on full time if my first week goes well. And the best part is they only stay open 'til 6:30, so I will have early nights and not late ones like I would at a mall job or something...

I have also bought myself a blank cookbook and every time I make something I feel worth remembering I will neatly write the recipe down so I can have it always. I kind of wish the weather would cool down a bit too. It's been crazy hot and heavy that it's hard to breathe, I think I had my summer and now I'm ready for autumn already. September/October please?

I think I spilled enough on here for a few days at least. I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer!