Learning.

I guess there's a lot more to life then meets the eye. Here I am, almost done with school, I have just around 26 or something like that days left, and then I'm done with high school forever. It sounds weird, to me anyway. I've waited for this for so long, but now that it's here, it feels like everything is coming too fast. I wouldn't stop or slow time for anything, because irregardless of what I want, it's going to continue on anyway. My 18th birthday is not even a month away anymore, and that's going to go by fast. Sure everything always gets better, but it's like starting a new chapter in my life I suppose. I've made my decision not to go to college. To be here, and waste my parents money on something that isn't going to make me happy is selfish. So in late February I'm going to Poland for awhile to be with my boyfriend :). Then afterwards I'm coming home to work as much as I can. At a new job, and save my money, and head myself over to England, which has been my dream home since I was 6. But that's far. Far from my family, friends, everything that I know. But I feel safe with myself that it's something I could do. Because its something I really truly want. And what's life without a couple of big jumps right? Where's the fun without the loops, or big drops? If you let your life be flat, no risks, safe surface, you never really lived at all, did you?