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I wish everyone would stop thinking of me as the spoiled little know-nothing princess. It's one thing for people outside my family to think that of me, but how on earth am I ever going to feel good enough to do something if my family and my boyfriend think that of me? All the damn time!!

Maybe this is my problem with life. The reason I don't want to do anything or go anywhere, be anything. Because I have no encouragement. How lame is that?

Parents are supposed to be there for you, not tell you that you're lazy or don't care about anything. Which in most cases is wrong, even though they think they know you 110%. My family in fact, doesn't know half of me that I used to be before I left. Sure there's a lot of the same me, but there's a lot different too. No, not just that I lost weight, not that anyone could tell. But the fact that I'm more independent is what they don't see and the chances I could have, they keep pushing me in other directions, directions I would prefer to go opposite of.

Gah, I need another vacation. Away from everyone. I hate to say it, even Tomek. But at least he's not as bad as my family. I think.